bloody winter (haniel) wrote,
bloody winter
haniel

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if i was someone you loved, we'd be better by now.

PICTURE OF THE DAY


This is my Mom's puppy, she's a five pound six month old black and white toy poodle named Annabel Lee. Isn't she ADORABLE?

So, I'm bored, and procrastinating as usual. I'm posting a survey [egads] but with a regular post attached to it, never fear.


What band...
Reminds you of an ex-lover: Weezer
Reminds you of an ex-friend: Dave Matthews Band
Makes you cry: Everclear, Matchbox 20, Jefferson Airplane, Bright Eyes.
Makes you laugh: Baha Men, Little T&One track Mike.
Makes you smile: Jack Off Jill, Guns N Roses, NiN, Rasputina, Toadies.
You never want to hear again: Most Rap, Simple Plan.
Sums up your teenage years: My Ruin.
You want to get married to: No Band...?
You like to wake up to: Rolling Stones.
You like out of your parents record collection: All kinds of shit.
You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Ehum, Bjork...?
You love the video more than the tune: Can't think of one.
Reminds you of your first crush love: Weezer, can't remember the title though. All American-Rejects, "Swing, Swing".
Reminds you of your now crush love: Savage Garden, Rod Stewart, Seal, Eve 6.
Makes you think of sex: All NiN songs, Toadies ~ Possum Kingdom.
Makes you think of being alone: Jefferson Airplane ~ White Rabbit, Bright Eyes ~ Falling out of love at this volume.
Has only been released recently but you love already: Can't think of anything.
Are you embarrassed to admit you like: Ehhh... hum, Madonna.
Perks you up: Men Without Hats ~ Safety Dance, Jack off Jill ~ Lollirot, David Bowie&NiN ~ Afraid of Americans, Queen, Rolling Stones ~ Sympathy for the Devil, Fenix TX ~ Threesome.
you love to sing to: Everything I like.

[Four beverages you drink frequently]
1. Coffee.
2. Crangrape.
3. Orange Juice.
4. Water.

[Four TV shows you liked when you were a little kid]
1. Jem and the Holograms.
2. Carebears.
3. Winnie the Pooh.
4. Herself the elf.


[Four places to go in your area]
1. Eh... Hamburg Pavilion.
2. The Mall?
3. Joseph Beth.
4. Paisley Peacock.

[Four things to do when you're bored]
1. Get online.
2. Sketch.
3. Make an article of clothing.
4. Watch a movie.

[Four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1. Darien.
2. Jesse.
3. Pretty Woman.
4. Music.

[Four things you can't live without]
1. Darien.
2. My friends.
3. My family.
4. My puppies.

[About ten years ago *list three things*]
1. I was happy.
2. I was young.
3. I loved everything.

[About four years ago *list three things*]
1. I was still figure skating.
2. I was chubby.
3. I was constantly going to sleep overs.

[about one year ago *list three things*]
1. Things were different.
2. I was very, very sad.
3. I still SIed.

[Today...]
1. I drank coffee.
2. I set-up Microsoft money.
3. I exercized.

[Seven things you love]
1. Darien!
2. Jesse!
3. My other friends!
4. Nana!
5. Mommyyyy!
6. Daaaaaaaaa!
7. My family.

[Seven things you dislike]
1. Homophobes.
2. Elitists.
3. Bitchesss.
4. Judgemental people.
5. Militant [insert religious group].
6. Food. [Lmao]
7. DRUGS.

[seven things on your desk]
1. Coffee cup.
2: Two home-made CD's.
3. Lollipops.
4. Tons of pens/pencils in a cup.
5. Three stuffed animals on my monitor.
6. Speakers.
7. Books.

[Seven facts about you] I'm...
1. Irritable.
2. Jealous.
3. Outgoing.
4. Laid-back.
5. Loving.
6. Unforgiving.
7. Childish.


Today I have to exercize [again], do some schoolwork, call Jesse, attempt to finish Blackwood Farms, and figure out my finances. Ooh and dye my hair.

I think I'm spending my weekend over at my Dad's.

Hmmm... I feel all warm, and safe. I don't know why. I just love you so much... I wish you knew, but I don't expect you too, especially since...

Lyrical content ahead, beware.


All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell



I wish I wasn't so selfish.
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